Tell Your Story.

elpatron-delmal:

I apologize if I ever was a toxic person in your life, I’m maturing more everyday, correcting my wrongs and slowly but surely becoming a better version of me.

(via prentisskelley)

I’m trying to hold on to you. I’m holding on to bits and pieces of you. I hold on to all these little memories of you and I and all of the words we said because remembering them makes me forget you’re gone. It makes me feel like I don’t constantly have to miss you. I don’t have to worry about forgetting you, or losing touch - but no matter how hard I hold on, it doesn’t change the fact that you’re not here. I don’t want to let you go, but it hurts too much to hold on.

I’m so tired of all of these words. If you miss me, come see me. If you’re sorry, show me. If you love me, then be there for me. You can say whatever you’d like, it’s not hard. The showing up part is what is hard, it’s actual the following through with what you say is what matters the most. Words without actions to back them up mean nothing to me.

I’m mad at myself for not letting myself love you as much as I could’ve in the time we had. I get so afraid when I start to feel too much for people. I get scared that they’re going to leave or something will go wrong, so I put my walls up. I spent so much time letting you break down those walls instead of just letting myself love you. You want so badly to protect yourself, but sometimes love is worth the risk.

even if it’s not really a clean slate, it’s refreshing to start over, there is more time between you and the things you want to leave or have already left behind. hope everyone has a very happy new year.

arabwife:

i admire people who could’ve turned cold after everything they’ve been through but still chose love anyway. there’s strength in that

(via hereliesmybrokenheart)